Most responsible lucky adults have stable incomes and are at least prepared for something like this– this is a mistake and there’s no other light he can see it under. He’s only a teenager with nothin...

His desperation is the kind nobody will ever feel sorry for– it’s an obsessive kind of desperation and when he reflects back on his actions– the phone calls, the voice messages and the one time at Yu...

He cups the younger’s face in his hands and turns his head to him, “I’m scared, Jongin,” He whispers hoarsely, “I’m so fucking scared because I’m a fuck up– can’t seem to do anything right and I’ve p...