I guess I was too selfish back then, I only thought of myself and never once spared a thought about you. I knew that heartbreak was the only option for you to consider, but you never thought of it even once. But now that youre not here anymore, I regret everything I did. I miss you, I miss your lame and corny jokes, I miss the small things youd do to me that I didnt realize would complete my day. I miss your scent and every little thing that would remind me of you. I guess it was too late to say I love you, now that youre gone.  I didnt only lose a lover, but also a friend.   Foreword“People seldom say I love you and then its either too late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, It doesnt mean I know youll never go, Only that I wish you didnt have to.” I never knew true love until I lost it.  "If only. Those must be the two saddest words in the world.” Now that youre not by my side anymore, I wish you the best, my love.