"To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves.Because whats more worse than knowing you want something, and then realizing the truth that you can never have it?"- Federico Lorca, James Patterson §     deadlyavidity     § PLOT:He was a conceited vampire that worked underneath the dirty hands of the corrupted Ratu monarchy as a skilled mercenary.She was an ordinary human girl that lived within the poverty of the ghettos.He wanted to find his mate. She wanted another chance at life.And so their journey begins.  Vanna//21    Kai//infiniteDate Created: 140209Date Completed: ---Genre:  angst, fantasy, romanceWarning: strong profanity, violence, unresolved sexual tension, various sexual themesCredits: inspiritkpop of the Idealistic Shatter Graphics for the amazing poster/BG   ForewordA/N; unrequited love is the shit. unfortunately for me, I have a rather masochistic addiction in trying to make myself cry over the attempted sad stories I try to write.