If I would know you, would you know me?"Just. I dont-dont love him, but he is here and youre not...." Kyungsoos words fell into silence."Dont let not existing feeling defeat you" Jongin uttered quetly Foreword Music drown any other surrounding sounds, there was just wet bodies not even bothering to dance in rhyme. It wasnt that time when anybody would care what and how they do.The man felt soft vibration in his jeans pocket.Kyungsoo went outside and answered the call."Where are you?" the question was more rhetoric because both of them knew the answer very well."Are... are you with him...?-"same voice asked, but a little quieter like he not really wanted to hear truth. For a moment it was just a silence.."I...yeah...probably..." Kyungsoo said nervously.Instead of answer or some kind reaction he just heard how the cigarette was lit up and nervous gasp after."Maybe it wasnt the best choice to come here", Kyungsoo thought."Are you two ...?" suddenly Jongins voice broke the silence."No!No!No way!" Kyungsoo practically screamed.As an answer he heard a chuckle and suddenly older mans face appears inside his head. Something stir inside his chest.After all Jongin spoke up again."You know... I think... we should end it ...""End what?" Kyungsoo suddenly felt numb."It."Although Jongin said just one word, it was more than enough. He meant to say that they should break up."W-what w-hy ...." mans voice was trembling. " Because I hate the way you deal with things. And its same about me. I can see, and feel, very well that you dont want to be in this relationship with me, so we better end it up nicely....""Via phone?! ""You know better than anyone that we cant meet up because otherwise we wont be able to... separate. " maybe it was just Kyungsoo, but when Jongin uttered last word, his voice was sunken in pain."No. No. No. No... no!""You have to let it go. Dont be stuck with that stupid idea of love...."Suddenly Kyungsoo understood why Jongin is acting like that."You.... youve seen us, havent you?"while saying this both, his voice and his heart, was shaking badly. Then he remembered that Jongin already asked if he was with "him". So he knew."It doesnt really matter.""It does! ""So what if I did? Yeah, Ive seen you two! You know what? Im more than fucking glad that I did! Because otherwise I would still believe in your lies!" the boy shouted and after moment continued in soft voice "it was back then when I realized that there is no "us"..."Silence.Both chests were tingling.Kyungsoo cried out loudly.It hurt Jongin a lot to hear that, but he wasnt that kind. He wasnt soft-hearted. Not anymore."Just. I dont-dont love him, but he is here and youre not...." Kyungsoos words fell into silence."Dont let not existing feeling defeat you" Jongin uttered quetly and soft beep was heard after. A/N anyeong ^^ this is my first kaisoo fic and I hope Youll like it :)