This is my first fanfic,,,so im sorry if there is any mistakes that i do,,,english is not  my first language,,,,i write this story based on my imagination,,,the first member that i choose from mblaq is our leader,,seungho oppa,,,...hehe,,,like i said its just my imagination... ForewordAfter 5 years i met again with him,,,,After a long time i take to throw my feeling,,,why he comes again in my life....i try to hate he but i cant...why???because i still in love with him even im still mad at him,,,why i mad at him???