What My Heart Tells Me To Do[마음이 시키는 일] "I love you, I really do but.. I can no longer force myself to stay with you." Is life really cruel? It is; it makes you choose between yourselfand your loved one. It is like a rose, it may be beautiful when you look at it,but the held thorns will prick you once you touch it.PrologueHimChanI turned around one last time to see Yongguks peaceful sleeping face, "Im very sorry.. Please forget about me," A tear escaped my eye as I closed our bedroom door; leaving the only man I loved the most behind. I didnt want to leave him–I never did, but I had to.. I cant stand to see him cry once.. I simply wont let that happen.. Yongguk has to live with Jieun – someone who can give him a son, no matter how much it kills me, he deserves better. Yongguk, please remember how much I love you – I will forever remain a memory to you, farewell."May be in another life, wed meet again, love again..and be happy together.." Foreword`Characters- Bang Yong GukKim Him ChanSong Ji EunIt hurts knowing you cant stay with the one you love forever.It hurts knowing everything can and might change in a blink of an eye.It hurts knowing he doesnt love you anymore.And it kills you knowing nothing in life is permanent, not even love. Disclaimer: I do not own the idols, only the plot.Pairings: BangHim | BangSong | HimUpAuthor: Oguu_BABY-SHAWOLGenre: Angst | Drama | HeartbreakAuthors Note:Take your time to read. ^^B.A.P - What My Heart Tells Me To Docredit.