‘I  have everything. Money, power, everything my heart desires. In the end, I end up feeling empty. Dealing with affairs of other people, pretending to be the perfect household, well it is something I am used to it. I do not know what commitment is or what actually love is. At one exception, that time. I regretted that one.’ – Hanbin  ‘“Do you trust me?” He told me when were just sixteen. I took his hand, believing everything will be all right. He just told me to close my eyes and he would hold me, telling me everything will be fine. Bull shit.Whenever I close my eyes, I felt neither uneasy or unsafe, because when I open my eyes. He already had let go of my hand. Why did it feel like it was predictable? Are all men ruthless bastards? Well, my father passed away when I was five and my mom had her own struggles in her life. Her solution to pick up the pieces is by the soughing comfort of alcohol and many partners each night.At home, I never felt loved. Little did I know what love actually is. What is love? What is being faithful?On top of that, I trusted you. You knew my secrets, my fears, and my thoughts. But you let go of my hand, why?Bobby, I really despise you. You left me alone in this world. Yet, I cannot forget you.’ – Dahae ‘What if something gives you a second chance? Not be alive, but make a change.Would you grab it with both hands or be selfish?Which one are you going to choose, Bobby?’ Sitting on the monkey bar that was not real, looking aside of me. She was smiling beside me.As she jumped off, running into someone elses arms.Can I ever do that? Would you forget about me?How can I ever let you go?  ‘You left me out there with no one but myselfI was the moon, you were the sunI cant seem to shine now that youre goneNow Im out of orbit cause you left without warningAre you somewhere better now?’ – Gravity ForewordAuthor note:I hope you guys love my creativity. I also decided to revive this story after being on hold for a quite long period.Be aware English isnt my first language, but I hope you appreciate my effort. Thank you.Please leave a comment to show your support and make me motivated!So thank you for your attention and enjoy the story.p.s this story is revived after two years. So some things may have changed in the few earlier chapters.  Disclaimer:The story plot is all original thought by me. If it looks familiar, its pure coincidence.I do not own the idols, images, videos and such.  Be warned it contains some references will be made about death, drug/alcohol usage, suicide and the morals of life.   Poster credits:Made by -Doublemint-It is very lovely! Thank you<3 --NamuThe shop