I have always thought about her, the Mung Ji of our cast. She plagues my thoughts and dreams until I cant take it anymore. I want her to know... but I cant tell her. Not yet, not when Im not ready.  My feelings for our Commander confuses me, especially when Im alreay in a relationship. He gets me all muddled up, messes around with my brain and heart. Im so defenceless against his charm that I feel unprotected to withstand his advances.   ForewordHi everyone! First spartace fanfic so treat me well. Quite happy to be writing about the spartace couple. If anyone likes spartace Ive got a forum you can go to to discuss about this couple. Its at: http://www.isubs-squad.com/forum/topic/3538-spartace-couple/page__st__4510Heres a poll on a question I want to ask everyone:Your">http://www.asianfanfics.com/poll/vote/41922Copyrights not intended. Please enjoy reading and hope to hear your points of view about it. Enjoy!