Its been six months... Six months since Luhan left Jongin and he still felt like Luhan left him the day before. As their what would have been one year approached, all Jongin could think of was If only I told him... If only I ended it sooner... What if I didnt do that...? Why did I do this to us...?An unexpected event shocks him out of his lost mindset and then hes dead set on getting back what he lost. He works harder, trying to get Luhan to notice him again, to show that he changed. Then things just start snowballing.Unexpected news shakes him.An unexpected visit hurts him.Shocking news almost kills him.And then its just one big pile of screwed up stuff that hes afraid will crush him, and once again he thinks:Why? ForewordAnd Im back~! Thank you all for waiting so patiently for this sequel and putting up with how long it took. Thank you all once again for staying with me!If you havent read the first story, its not completely necessary, but Im sure you would like to so you could understand whats happening in this story a little more. (click----->) Secrets and Lies...Im DoneI hope you all are looking forward to this sequel :3 I will warn you, it might get dramatic at times, but that only helps the story. Keep that in mind when youre reading ;) I plan on actually reaching out to you guys this time and you can definitely expect to see a change in writing style from the first story to now. And I will shamelessly advertise here as well. If you liked this story, please check out my other fanfictions:Perdition (starring Kim Jongin and Bang Minah)Normality (starring Baekhyun)Not Enough (starring Troublemaker)(The ones that have lines through them are still under draft status, so you wont be able to subscribe ^^")Credits to foreverdaragon at Ascending Poster Request Shop (now called Misfit Graphics) for the amazing poster! (click on the name to visit~)Also, I decided Im going to enter into a contest! It seems like a fun one and its my first one so Im sort of excited :3 Just click the banner to visit~! Prompt: #37 Also, I now have a trailer!! ^^ Thank you so much to 0630tracycute from Misfit Graphics! (click above link)