Can you see me hyung?  Can you hear my voice – feel my touch? Im sorry hyung,  I didnt mean to leave you alone. Please; dont cry anymore. Im here. Im here – really I am. Im just not – all the way here. Does that make sense?... … Why wont you answer me? Youve been drinking a lot lately. Ive told you before its bad for you. That you shouldnt do it.  You heard me then; why wont you hear me now? …. hyung I love you. ForewordI should really stop doing this to myself