I wish that I could turn back in time, back to that rainy day. Maybe then we would at least have a little more time. Why keep it secret, you even said that I was the love of your life, then why didnt you tell me..... I wish that it was me who died not you..... ForewordLu Han that guy, heve been in my mind for ages from strangers to friends, from friends to family, and from family to lovers. If just I could see him one last time before its too late. The day have been really cold, I dont feel it I just read it in the news cause Im not allowed to leave the hospital. But then again I dont understand both me and the doctors know that theres not that much time left. So why dont they just leave me be already. If theres one last thing that I want to say then its to my sweetheart Lu Han "I still love you...."___________________________A/N Hi guys, sorry if this story is to bad its my first story ever. Im so sorry again and please forgive me. If you want you can chek my new story "I still love you"(*^o^*)Ps. The picture isnt mine I found it in Google.