Its hard pretending not to care when you really do...Its even harder to watch them love someone else right in front of you.So why dont we just give up?Why dont we just...throw everything away?Why dont we just try to move on?Hah.If only it were that simple....~~~~~Yang Mi Yoon had everything she ever wanted in a guy.He was perfect to her.But sometimes the right things happen at the wrong time and sacrafices need to be made.Between loving yourself and loving someone else, what would you do?If loving yourself meant letting the one you love go, would you do it?Or...Would you love someone else knowing youll never be able to make them happy?Its okay to be selfish every once in awhile...but theres a time and place for everything.Its just a matter of knowing when to be selfish and when not to be.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N: Hello readers ^^~So this is my first fanfic about VIXX >~<Im basing this story off my personal experience and of course there will be some made up parts obviously LOLIf you have any questions or concerns, please dont hesitate to ask me ^^Id be happy to answer :DDI will also apologize ahead of time if I dont update often @_@Im still a highschooler and I have a few schedule problems atm but I will try to update as often as I can!!Hope you enjoy the story!!-KaSo-sso ^^~    ForewordYang Mi Yoon 양미 윤She can practically do anything if she puts her mind to it. She also enjoys reading, writing and playing video games. More over, shes really smart! Born in the year 1995, shes planning to go study in America, but being the indecisive person she is, she struggles between her heart and mind which puts her relationship with her boyfriend, friends and family at risk.  Lee Hong Bin 이홍빈Miyoons adorable boyfriend who cares for her more than anyone else whos 2 years older than her. Like a prince, hes very soft hearted and is kind to everyone, but he also has childish side to him that always catches Miyoon off guard. He met Miyoon through a mutual friend and ever since then, theyve just sort of clicked. Hes always there for her and always understanding, but how will he react to Miyoon leaving?   Kim Wonsik 김원식 (A.K.A Ravi)One of your most trusted friends and also one of Hongbins closest friends since he too is born in 1993. He understands both you and Hongbin best and only wishes for you to both be happy. His swag is always on point and he never fails to make you laugh. Sometimes he can be a bit awkward, but other than that, hes super easy to get along with.  Kim Seol Hyun 김설현Miyoons bestfriend, also born in 1995, who listens to Miyoon whenever shes in conflict with something. Shes a very blunt and truthful person, but she makes Miyoon laugh whenever shes down. Shes very supportive of her relationship with Hongbin and doesnt want to see either of them get hurt. Shes also one of the few people who know Miyoons planning to study abroad.   Cha Hak Yeon 차학연Also known as N (Because he NEVER shuts up *LOL), hes a mutual friend to both Miyoon and Hongbin. His diva-ness is usually very controlled, but since he really cares for Miyoon, he doesnt like it when others hurt her feelings or mess with her. Almost like her older brother, hes always there to protect her and give her advice when needed.