It started out as a random thought.It ended up being an everyday habit.When I thought of writing my thoughts and feelings to a made up, unresponsive emailI never knew how much it would actually help me through out my life.My problems.My emotions.Practically everything.Thanks.Thanks for everything... ForewordTo: [email protected]CC: _____________________________________________________________Subject: __________________________________________________________Hey.I dont really expect a response since this email is just something that I randomly typed. But... I guess this can just be something I can create something out of... I guess like some kind of therapy... I dont know for sure. I may as well continue since Ive already started.My name is Seo Joo Hyun ( wow Im giving my name out so freely to someone ), Im 18 ( hah, my age too ) and Im stuck on where I want to be in life. Ive got no particular career that I have interest in or things like that. Usually, if I did take interest in some job, it would quickly disperse out of my mind as days pass. I guess this is just one of the problems Im currently facing as Im finishing off school this year. Mum is just telling me to take a gap year to clear my thoughts but... Im doubting that would work.The thing is... With me, I barely become interested in things so I guess its part of my demeanour. I guess Ill stop now.Sincrely,SJHMessage SentI sighed.If Im barely interested in things... How come I tried so hard to write to... Practically no one? I pondered as I rested my head atop my arms.I guess... Im just forcing myself to gather interest.Silence.It was always like this whenever I think to myself. Quiet. I sit up straight after a few minutes and sighed once more before slowly walking to my bed. Thank god I live alone in a dorm, otherwise I would have been bugged about my ugly cries and things.I would always cry myself to sleep. Sometimes because of stress... Sometime homesickness... Sometimes because of nothing at all... For whatever reason I always cry myself to sleep. Always to wake up with my eyes feeling more Asian or puffier than usual...But tonight... I didnt cry at all... I guess thats a good thing then...credits to JUSCE from PIMDRIVE Poster shop for the wonderful Background & PosterI love it so much, its just gorgeous~ Link to Poster shop is -here-