I found a wayBut I grow doubtIm afraid if Im going to make a wrong decisionIm afraid that this whole things are just mistakesIm afraid that it is too late to turn backThis fear is killing me bit by bitI stumbled hereI keep questioning myself what is nextEvery breath that I take feels so heavyIm about to cry, nearly fall down onto ground... ForewordThe feeling of writing one-shot strikes againBut I cant promise a fast update though...