She finds its hard to call Yifan as oppa.Because she hates that word so much.Even when she spelled it, her heart aches.     ForewordI was in a boredom and I was so blue (no, not like a smurf), so this is the result. Another failed angst XD XD XDSeriously, im begging your forgiveness if somehow this story makes you go what the hell?? or it sucks!!. I mean, just look at the description, it doesnt even make any sense!!!!!Im so so sorry TT__TT*fireballs allowed!!!*