He hated how hard it was to wake up in the morning He hated how much he hated looking in a mirror He hated the fact he couldnt look at a full plate of food without feeling sick He hated how much he hated himself Warning: self hatred and eating disorders please dont read if your uncomfortable with that sorta stuff ForewordIv written this because I have these thoughts and have experienced these things. Iv written this because not everyone with a eating disorder can be spotted out because its not always obvious. A lot of people, like me, that have suffered in this way dont show it and dont go to extreame methods like self harm and suicide but are still effect just in a less obvious way.......I know how hard it is so Iv written it in the form of fanfiction. I guess its my way of dealing with it Enjoy