*Rain pouring*Does he hate me?Can he not stand to see me happy? These are the questions I have asked myself in the past and find myself asking them again.He asks like were still together,that I belong to him. What made me go out with him?Oh, desperation.*chuckles* Yeah, thats what it was.I was so desperate to have a boy I could call mine but was too stupid to see that he was verbally abusive and didnt really care 2 cents about me.Seungri, my ex, use to tell me to lose weight, that I was too big.Me and my stupid self listened, wanting to satisfy him,did what he said but it wasnt good enough.*sniffles*Nothing was good enough....Im so stupid.