i love him, i really do. oh mommy what should i do ? how could he ? he left me ? is this a dream ? that night i cried until the sun rose telling that it was already a new day. hmm, i guess he really left me. ahh! i cant be like this. i have to be stronger. i gotta prove that i can do better without him. well, it was Monday what were you expecting? i got to go to school even though my heart didnt want to and my body kept on telling me to just stay in bed.