Why did we have to hide and pretend were just friends when hehad so much more. Nobody knew except us.I didnt like secrets. Either this certain one. I wasnt fond for the fact that we were pretending to be friends.Was that so much to ask?  ForewordIt was a beautiful day. The sky was blue and it was also the day of their first concert.Hong Bin was the first to wake up. He glanced at Hakyeon who was peacefuly sleeping next to him withoutmaking any noise. He looked so calm and handsome. They had to wake up but Hong Bin didnt want to wake him up... Hongbin wrapped his arms around Hakyeons waist and snuggled in Hakyeons neck. " We have to go... " Hongbin whispered softly in his ears. " Please wake up " He added. Hakyeon started to wake up, he replied with stealing a kiss from Hongbin. Hakyeon moved to the side,resulting in being exactly bellow Hongbin. Hongbins hands cupping Hakyeons neck as he kissed him slowly, biting Hakyeons lower lip. Hakyeon titled Hongbins hair to the side. " Its been 3 months now.Why Hyuk,Ken,Leo and Ravi dont know it yet. Why do we have to keep it a secret? " Hongbin asked theleader. Even though he took the leading position, he was still 3 years apart from Hakyeon. " Im scared that if they know, then they will think of us in a different way... " Hakyeon frowned his eyebrows." They wont. Trust me. " Hongbin said. " I cant allow that to happen. It will be safer this way. " Hakyeon said." Lets get going now... I think were late... " Hongbn said, getting off the bed and looking for clothes to wear. He took off his shirt in front of Hakyeon to change. Hakyeon tried to keep his eyes away but it was quite futile.It was rare that Hakyeon got to see Hongbins body like that, since theyve done nothing that includes it yet.Untouchable and so much to explore but he was afraid that Hongbin would not accept it yet and reject the offer.Hongbin wore a black t shirt without sleeves and black jeans. He looked absolutely handsome. Like an angel." Do you want me to help you with the clothes? Im pretty good at it...  i guess... " Hongbin said staring at Hakyeon who was covering his face with his palms, his face was redder than before. " If you dont, ill force you.. " Hongbin said playfuly. He dragged him by the wrist next to the pile of clothes." Im sure you can pull this off.. " Hongbin said, picking up a white shirt and a tie. " Looks good... i guess " Hakyeon said taking off his shirt. " wait, ill wear it for you, theres no need to... " Hongbin took Ns shirt frombehind and slowly started buttoning the other shirt he picked for N. " Im still confused why you dont reallyshow anything... I mean... look at you... " Hongbin said. Hakyeon blushed a bit. " I guess i was scared... "Hakyeon said. " Youre scared of everything, pabo ! " Hongbin said and playfully played with Hakyeons hair." Youre the leader. Be more less scared. How did you manage to confess to me 3 months ago. I still rememberthat day.. " Hongbin said, he hold both Ns hands. " Its just, the way we go now, i feel like something bad isgoing to happen and i dont want something bad to happen... " Hongbin said, his face looked a bit sad, tearsstarted to roll down his eyes but he managed to keep his tone average. " What if i lose you? What if something happens that ill lose connection to you... " Hongbin said, his hands were shaking. All of a sudden, N huggedHongbin and carresed his neck to confront him. " I wont leave you " Hakyeon said.