You look in the mirror, what do you see? Do you see a 27 year old man with a successful career and carefree lifestyle? Or do you see a boy, with far too many lost chances at hand? ForewordHi guys this is my secret OT3. I had half a mind not to post this but.. yeah, here it is.By the way, I purposely didnt use any first names because I wanted the reader to have the power to choose who is who, so I hope the lack of it isnt too frustrating for you. Also, this monstrosity is somewhat inspired by Jessica Zafras The Spleen Monologues, particularly the format.Enjoy! As always, comments and constructive criticisms are highly appreciated. :))(P.S. I highly recommend listening to fxs Goodbye Summer while reading this just because that song is so T.T. And also, Im not sure if the word unrequitedly does exist, but for the sake of my peace of mind lets just say it does :3)