Not being able to hold your hand.Not being able to stand by your side.Not being able to look at you in the eyes.Not being able to say I love you.I hate all this. I did not ask for all these, but for both our sake, I have to withstand all these. I love you, I truly do, and I know you too.-Cha Hak Yeon(N)Looking at you from afar.Looking at you smiling effortlessly at other girls.Looking at you leading a perfectly happy life.Looking at you happy without me by your side.I hate all this.I know these are all facades, because I know deep down, you are aching.I love you, I truly do, and I know you too.-Joo Eunyoung ForewordJust a short oneshot on Eunyoung and N. I ship this two so hard that I wish that they date already. Or if they already are they should just officialised it.