[M] Broke up (1/1)

sorry for not being so active because am sickkkk--- Now am back with a new chapter and please don't scold me if it so bad.... oh and it's rated M because of the languege sorry---enjoy<3_________________________________________________________________________________After they land in HK they were greeted by many Chinese and foreign fan. It’s not a new experience but they fell worried esp Suho. After rethink but they said earlier he decided to give another shot at this but believe me it the last time he’s going to endure.“Hyung how was the trip?” Kai“Nothing special! but now am super tired!!” suho“Hyung who are you going to share a room with?” Kai“I was thinking i will share it with y-”“KAI-ah let share a room” said Chanyeol.“Let’s” KaiThan Chanyeol dragged the tan-skin dancer toward the van. So now he end up sharing a room with Kris, and Kai with Chanyeol. Well he’s jealous but what can he do with this problem. His boyfriend is being dragged by the giant happy virus.“Suho-ah let go manager-hyung said that we can have some rest this afternoon before tomorrow’s performing” said Kris“Ok- than” Suho sigh he thought that he’ll spend more time with Kai for pete’s sake but it end up different.After they enter their room Kris went directly to the bed and fall on it because of the tiredness.Suho drop his bag beside the bed than he went into the bathroom and get change.Than he search about him and the other online.Kaisoo—The best couple in Exo—Kaisoo is the best couple in Exo for fandom........*Sigh*“Yes they look well together and they suit! I know I don’t suit with Kai! He better be with D.O because in everyone’s eyes they’re the best of all” He mentally scolds himselfAfter that he scold down and see alot of their photo together taken by the fans. It’s so cute some of the photo is more than he can take... "let break up!" He message to ksii “hyung what are you saying?”“I don’t think it’s right for us to be together”“But hy-hyung you know I love you”“I don’t want us to be like this! You oath to be with someone better than me! Am sorry but I want it”He didn’t reply back to Suho after a few second he heard a knock on the door. He went to the door and peek through the hole and he saw Kai with his worried expression and tearful eyes. He can’t take it looking at Kai with the tears in his eyes so he left the door and went in the bathroom leaving Kai in front of the door.“Hy-hyung” said Kai shouting from outside  “HYUNG! Open this fucking door”“Suho can you get the door I think someone is at the door!” said Kris in his slumber slightly awake by the knock. He open his eyes and he didn’t see Suho next to him on the bed so he think that Suho is in the bath that why’s he didn’t hear the annoying knock.“What is it?” Kris asked when he answer the door“Hyung- where is Suho-hyung?” Kai“in the bathroom wae?”‘I want to talk to him” he said as he and Kris walk into the room and sat on the bed“What is it about? Don’t say that you want to change the room so you can be with him! No I won’t! I don’t want to sleep with Chanyeol he’s--”“NO! HE BROKE UP WITH ME” Kai shout because he doesn’t know what to do.“What? HE WHAT?”“Yeah he messages me and told me that he want to break up with me because he’s not good enough”“SO—Suho” he ran into the bathroom because he know that it’s not good.    “Suho come on open this motherfucking door”Than the door is open revealing the pale Suho with a towel around his shoulder.“What are you doing in there?” asked Kris“Am taking shower wae?”“Am just worried why the hell did you break up with Kai?”“I just want to! He should be his room with his favorite hyung by now!” Suho said that and he didn’t take any notice at Kai who’s standing in front of him. He said that in a sarcastic sound.“But Hy-hyung”“I want to sleep.” Than suho took his phone and went out of the room and walk to the opposite direction.“Hyung!!!!!” KAI*Luhan and Sehun’s Room*“Hyung?” Sehun“Why are you here Suho?” Luhan“Can I come in? I need some rest”“But you should be in your room right?” Sehun“Sehun-ah can you please don’t say anything”“Ok get in Suho” Luhan. Than he turn to Sehun and give him the face which mean –he-not-happy-so-please-don’t-talk-“oh if someone come and ask for me just say that you don’t see me”Than he fall down on Sehun’s bed and drift to his dreamland with tears forming on the edge of his eyes.*flashback Suho POV*I went into the bedroom and avoid meeting Kai because it’s hurts.I took out my wallet and bring out a razor box. He took the new one out and he put back the box in his wallet. Than he turn the razor and slide it over his wrist.“Arggh--” He shot out in pain as the razor still bury in his wrist. He made sure that he didn’t dig so deep otherwise the other will know.He watch as the blood ran down in line out of his vein and painfully kept smiling at the string of bloods.    “Suho come on open this motherfucking door”He heard the banging on the door so he throw the razor in the trash bin but he didn’t notice that it missed and fall on the floor next to it.He clean the trail of blood on his hand and put the towel on his shoulder which seem like he’s finished with his shower and it also help cover the wounded wrist.“What are you doing in there?” asked Kris“Am taking shower wae?”“Am just worried why the hell did you break up with Kai?”“I just want to! He should be his room with his favorite hyung by now!” I said that and I act like didn’t take any notice at Kai who’s standing in front of me.“But Hy-hyung”“I want to sleep.” Than i walk out of the room and headed somewhere but I end up crying alone. I heard Kai call out for me but I’m sure that Kris’s holding him down.I went to Luhan and Sehun’s room and finally got inside.they did question me but after they saw my expression they didn’t say anything than let me in. i took Sehun’s bed while they lay down together cuddling with each other. I wish me and Kai is like that!What am I saying am not good enough!!   ____________________________________________________________________________________Well what do you think? I know it suck but please don't kill me!! hahahah tsk I seem to like to tease you so please leave some comment arra!! I'll update earlier if you leave alot of comment KD^^I love you reader......