[M] Chapter 15 (1/1)

XV Erase„You finally fall asleep. And when you wake up, it’s true. You are part of a brand-new world. "- Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ warning: smut: boyxboy, don't like, skip, or don't read. Ryeowook felt like it was forever until they finally reached Kyuhyun’s apartment. The man gently laid Ryeowook on the bed. He brought a first aid kid to treat Ryeowook’s wounds. When he was done with it, he took a spot on the floor, holding the shorter man’s hand. His bloody clothes were still on him, but no one cared at that moment.“Don’t leave me.” Ryeowook said scared as the past and present of that horrified thing flashed before his eyes. Mixing together, as he was in one huge nightmare.“I will not.” Kyuhyun assured, as he leaned in and kissed Ryeowook’s hand gently. His eyes showed worry and pain, that Ryeowook never saw in the latter’s eyes.“Don’t let me fall.” Ryeowook mumbled, closing his eyes, drifting off to sleep from too much stress. And Kyuhyun watched Ryeowook’s every move. Soothing Ryeowook’s ever yelp with words.Ryeowook was falling, crushing. Kyuhyun was sure of it, yet he didn’t know what to do. In his past, he had never met someone who was that hurt, like Ryeowook.And when Ryeowook finally woke up in the middle of the night- screaming, yelling, crying, Kyuhyun did what he thought was the best. He took Ryeowook into his embrace. Trying to soothe the tormented soul by rocking their bodies.After that, Ryeowook cried, burying his face in Kyuhyun’s chest, as whines, yells and sobs escaped his mouth.He saw everything. He could feel everything- every touch, words, gesture, gaze. Everything was painful, suffocating. He gasped and chocked on the sobs when he felt the men’s touches on his skin- their sickening scents.“I don’t want to remember!” Ryeowook sobbed, gripping Kyuhyun’s shirt tighter. “I don’t want to see!” He screamed in Kyuhyun’s chest. Kyuhyun just hugged him, not knowing what to do, what to say to ease Ryeowook’s pain.“Shhh, Ryeowook.” Kyuhyun hushed the shorter man, kissing his head softly.“Erase it, Kyuhyun.” Ryeowook mumbled in his chest.“How? Just tell me how?” Kyuhyun said worried. Ryeowook finally looked at him. His eyes puffy and red. And Kyuhyun swore that he will do anything to not see this type of face on Ryeowook.“Erase them, replace them.” Ryeowook mumbled, as he pulled Kyuhyun in for a hug again. Burying his head in the crook of Kyuhyun’s neck.“Tell me how and I will.” Kyuhyun mumbled then ducked his head onto the side to see Ryeowook’s face. He saw how miserable Ryeowook was and it made him scared. He had never met someone so badly treated in life.Kyuhyun’s eyes glistened with worry and pain. He could feel how dejected Ryeowook was feeling. And this brought tears to Kyuhyun’s eyes. ‘Please don’t cry.’ Kyuhyun thought and, as if Ryeowook could hear the taller’s plead, he shifted his head and looked at the latter.Their eyes met and Kyuhyun saw how much Ryeowook suffered. Those eyes expressed pain and huge sorrow. Without thinking, Kyuhyun leaned closer and planted a chaste kiss onto Ryeowook’s lips. He didn’t know why he had done it. Surprised and horrified by his own action, he tried to pull away, but Ryeowook grabbed him by the neck and locked their lips again.“Don’t stop.” Ryeowook said into the kiss. Kyuhyun could feel the salty tears as they kissed. He could feel Ryeowook’s trembling body as they hugged. Hesitant fingers brushed his face and neck lightly, made Kyuhyun feel a tingling sensation after them. Ryeowook’s lips were hot and soft, making Kyuhyun want to never separate his lips from them. Brushing lips with lips was never so sweet and lovely in Kyuhyun’s life , as well in Ryeowook’s. Kyuhyun kissed a lot of people in his life, but with Ryeowook, it was different. He wanted more of those lips, of Ryeowook. He wanted to make the shorter man happier. He wanted Ryeowook to stop suffering, to stop crying.Their kiss started to be stronger, more desperate, second after second. “Don’t make me remember.” Ryeowook said, as their lips moved with each other more desperately, almost aggressively. Ryeowook wanted something, to make him forget, even for a second. Kyuhyun licked Ryeowook’s lower lip, making him gasp.Kyuhyun didn’t know what he was doing. Didn’t know how to stop it, yet he knew; while Ryeowook pleaded for him not to stop, that was the only way to ease Ryeowook’s mind somehow. To make the shorter one forget about the horrible experience. To make Ryeowook smile finally, after all those years in darkness. He will do everything.He nibbled on Ryeowook’s lip gently, making the latter part his lips, knowing what he wanted and he sneaked his tongue inside Ryeowook’s mouth. Kyuhyun groaned when their tongues met, brushed together, molding with each other. Tasting Ryeowook’s mouth was one of the things that he could get addicted to really quickly.Ryeowook moaned into the kiss, then sighed in content when the bad memories started to fade, as his mind was clouded with lust and other feelings that he would never guess he had. He never thought that he would be kissing Kyuhyun, especially not like that. He felt like all bad things were fading. As though Kyuhyun had some magic that could erase Ryeowook’s bad memories. Just a moment or two and he will forget.“Erase them, replace them.” Ryeowook pleaded, tangling his fingers in Kyuhyun’s hair, when the latter leaned lower and started to kiss Ryeowook’s neck. Kyuhyun perfectly knew what Ryeowook meant, so he said nothing. He kissed Ryeowook’s body instead. He reached every spot with his lips. He nibbled then licked the spot under Ryeowook’s collarbone, making the later hiss from pleasure.Kyuhyun reached his hands to Ryeowook’s shirt and started to unbuttoning it. He could see milky white skin, as he got rid of a few buttons. His heart started to beat quicker, blood pulsated in his veins, as more skin was exposed.When the soft fabric slipped from Ryeowook’s shoulders and landed onto the floor, Kyuhyun inhaled sharply. Ryeowook was perfect. His skin was white and soft under his palms, as he traced them over the latter’s exposed torso, making Ryeowook shiver in delight. He didn’t know where to touch or look. Every inch of Ryeowook’s body was worth worshipping.“K-Kiss me.” Ryeowook panted suddenly and Kyuhyun’s lips were immediately on his. The kiss was gentle, genuine, while Kyuhyun’s hands traced Ryeowook’s chest’s sides delicately, almost in fear of breaking the smaller man. Fearing to scratch this flawless body.Ryeowook responded to the kiss immediately. He pushed his tongue inside Kyuhyun’s mouth, making their tongues mold with each other. He needed to feel Kyuhyun more. It was too little. He still had flashes of the horrible past events. His hands pushed Kyuhyun’s t-shirt up, trying to make their upper body naked, to feel Kyuhyun’s naked chest on his.Lips disconnected for a second, as Kyuhyun’s t-shirt met Ryeowook’s shirt on the ground, then they once again connected their lips in a heated kiss.“Replace them. Make me forget.” Ryeowook cried and Kyuhyun kissed the tears, that rolled down from Ryeowook’s eyes, away, soothing Ryeowook. He knew that Ryeowook is between this world and his nightmares.“I will. I will.” Kyuhyun assured, traveling down, kissing Ryeowook’s jawline, neck and exposed chest leaving some marks here and there. He didn’t know if he should, if he was allowed to, but the mere thought of people seeing his marks on Ryeowook’s skin delighted him. His lips trailed lower, next to his perky pink nipples. He stopped for a minute to suck on Ryeowook’s nipple, making the latter moan. His tongue swirled around the erected nipple. And Kyuhyun grinned, when Ryeowook mewled.“Kyu!” Ryeowook moaned lauder, when Kyuhyun’s hand started to play with his other nipple, rubbing it with his thumb. His own hands held the sheet under him tight.Kyuhyun then went lower. He nibbled gently on the latter’s abdomen, making Ryeowook hiss from pleasure. Kyuhyun could swear, worshipping Ryeowook’s body was one of the most arousing and thrilling thing he had done in his life. Kyuhyun wanted the latter to feel wanted, excited, aroused, not sad or in the dread. He wanted Ryeowook to forget, as he worshipped him, as he made the latter go to the cloud nine. Ryeowook needed to forget, even for a minute. He needed to feel different, he needed to forget as passion took him. And he can make it, he knows he can. He is able to make Ryeowook forget, or stop suffering.Kyuhyun took a hold of Ryeowook’s pants and slid them down with his underwear, when Ryeowook lifted his hips up. Giving Kyuhyun a smooth way to remove them. Slightly cold, yet heated from desire air touched his naked lower body. Making him shiver lightly, as cold air touched his hard member. Ryeowook panted, as his mind got clouded with lust. The dark memories almost faded, as Kyuhyun replaced them with his kisses, caresses and gentle words. Kyuhyun was gentle, almost too gentle for Ryeowook, who was never treated like that. He was a ragged doll to use but Kyuhyun treated him as if he was the most important human being in the world. As if Ryeowook was a human, a precious being in Kyuhyun’s eyes, not a used doll.“Ah.” Ryeowook moaned, when Kyuhyun touched his now hard member. He didn’t expect this. It was new for him. No one touched him like that. He was the one who used to do this.Kyuhyun traced his thumb over the slit of Ryeowook’s member, making him moan out loud, as pleasure made his body shudder. Then, Kyuhyun started to stroke it lightly.“Kyu n-no, you s-shouldn’t.” Ryeowook pleaded, but then moaned loudly, ducking his hips up, when Kyuhyun leaned lower and took the shorter man’s length into his mouth suddenly. The latter let him fuck his mouth, as he gently grazed his palms on Ryeowook’s sides. “Kyu s-stop, no one…” Ryeowook tried to say, but the pleasure was too much, so instead of stopping himself, he lifted his hips up. Kyuhyun relaxed, taking Ryeowook’s member deeper. Kyuhyun’s hot mouth around the latter’s shaft was too much. No one pleasured Ryeowook like that. No one touched him like that; so gently, so carefully, as if he was the most precious thing. As if he deserved everything without being the one to give it all.“Kyuhyun stop, I’m coming.” Ryeowook tried to push the latter to make him stop. Kyuhyun just hummed in response, making the vibration of his voice be the last straw and Ryeowook came into Kyuhyun’s mouth while screaming the taller man’s name. Ryeowook’s toes curled, as the orgasm took him to cloud nine, making him see white dots under his eyelids, as overwhelming pleasure went through his body. Kyuhyun drank every drop of the shorter man’s semen.Ryeowook could breathe alone for just a few second