Chapter 20: Men also feel (1/1)

March 9, 2011 Joong Ki was really pissed off with her Noona. “How can Noona treat me like this? Didn’t she claim herself that I’m her dongsaeng”. Grab his mobile on the coffee table he called the Noona but she didn’t pick up her phone.  “Noona, I know you are free today, can we meet up this evening. Usual place, 6 p.m” said him leaving his message after the ‘Beep’ sound.Song Ji Hyo awake from her sleeps and then realize she has one voice message when she look through her mobile. Hearing the message, she feels blank and looks at the clock on her phone. “What this kid want from me? Aish it 2 p.m now, how long have I sleep”With the bloated face, she walks to the washroom and having her shower there. After 30 minutes, she comes out with the towel wrap her milky skin body. ‘Grawllll’ her stomach makes a sound as a sign for her to hurry up and feed herself.At 4.30 p.m picking up her jacket she goes to her car after saying goodbye to her mum. The drive to the place usually takes an hour, but sometimes it can drag to 2 hours due to the bad traffic. After one and half hour driving, the Ace arrived at the place where she can see Joong Ki car was already there park near the entrance of the café. In her slow walk, she enters the privacy café which just serve the VIP members and go to the private room behind the café where Joong Ki was already there waited for her.“Mianhe Joong Ki, I’m late” said her once enter the room with a sweet smile in her face. But, Joong Ki just looks at her with the sneer in his face. Looking at his face, Ji Hyo feels reluctant to sit in front of him. “Why you showing your mong face Noona, just sit here” Joong Ki said when he can see the hesitation in Ji Hyo. Without saying much, Ji Hyo sits in front of him but she can feel the tense and awkward atmosphere there. ‘Oh my, what has happen?’They just silently sitting at their place for around 10 minutes, when suddenly one waitress come in and brings all the ordered food by Joong Ki before. “Joong Ki-yah, why you want to meet me?” Can’t stand with the awkward feeling there, Ji Hyo trying to start the conversation. “Just eat Noona, it’s not good to talk when you’re eating” reply the Flower Boy trying to control his emotion.“Joong Ki, I can’t wait it anymore. What it is, why you call me here. Are you just want to make me wait all this time and seeing you having your blissful food here?” losing her patient in sudden Ji Hyo speak during their dessert time. “Noona, now you know how it is feel, you feel piss off right? You feel angry right?”“What are talking Joong Ki? Is that because you have waited me here? I think I’m not really late”Piss of with Ji Hyo question the Flower Boy can’t hide his anger anymore and just speak out his word. “Noona, you just wait in this cozy room for half an hour with the blissful food and you still can’t be patience. How you think about me? Waiting you there for almost an hour, without food in the cold weather just to find out that my waiting is useless, you just leave me there with your fake boyfriend and your-wanna-be boyfriend”Ji Hyo just crease his forehead when she hearing the words from Joong Ki ‘Fake boyfriend, your-wanna-be boyfriend, what he being talked about?’ “Joong Ki, are you still piss off because I not pick you last Monday and choose Kwang Soo instead of you? Mianhe Joong Ki, I didn’t mean that, I really want to pick you…”“But Jong Kook hyung ask you to pick Kwang Soo instead of me right? What really good about him until you just accept all his words, Noona you can think yourself, it’s  on your ownself to make the decision not him”“How you know that? Who tell you, anyway it’s not because of him, and I’m the one who make the decision. He just expresses his opinion” Ji Hyo reply back but only received a jerk in Joong Ki face.“Haha Noona, don’t bluffing. I know all of it as well as I know what you do to him during Gary Hyung birthday at the Hospital. You with the freak idol to him, oh that why you cannot accept my love to you and wanna us to be noona-dongsaeng relationship it’s because you already fall in love to him, I always believe your reason during that time but you’re freaking liar Noona, I hope you can received a Daesang award this year!!”“What you’re saying Joong Ki, who falling in love with whom? A-ni what I said is true, I’m not lying to you” Ji Hyo can feels her heart beat faster when saying this, she admit that what Joong Ki said was true but she never lie of her reason for not accepting Joong Ki love. She feel mad with Joong Ki words but she much more nerve when Joong Ki knows her secret.“Hahahaha, don’t try to show your Mong face there Noona. Who falls to whom? It’s you Noona, you had fall in love with Jong Kook-hyung. Don’t try to denied when you ownself had admit you like one of us before. When I hearing this from your mouth during Gary Hyung birthday, I had thought you had changes your thinking towards me. Noona, come to your sense what good about him compare to me, he intelligent I’m also, maybe I’m not strong like him but as a man I still can protect you, I’m more handsome than him and the real fact that I’m love you but he is not. It’s one sided love Noona, one sided!!”“Joong Ki stops it, I know it’s one sided love but I can’t deny my feeling to him. I know him more than you know him. He my first love Joong Ki-ah” tears already flow in Ji Hyo face when she saying this.“But Noona, come to your sense he never liked you, never. He treats you like the others, like he treat Lizzy, Haha-hyung and all of us. And you, with the good treat to me and Gary-Hyung, didn’t you just like give us hope but in the fact you love someone else who never know yours feeling to him. I pity to myself, I pity to Gary Hyung but I’m more pity to you Noona. I think what you display in Frozen Flower is true, you’re lewd, and you’re stupid…..Jong Kook-hyung also stupid!!”“Joong Ki!!!” Ji Hyo didn’t know what she had done to Joong Ki but what she can see after her palm reddish and feel hurt. After looking his reddish palm and ball her hand to escape the swollen, her eyes looks to the man in front of him with his hand caresses his cheek. “Mianhe Jong Ki-ah, I didn’t mean to…”“Hehehe…look Noona look, I just say badly about him and you just slap me. You just go with your freaking love and I pray the happiness between you. Oh ya, the food today on me” the Flower Boy said before he leaves the room; leaves Ji Hyo alone in the room. Ji Hyo who still in the room, feel inert in her standing, she didn’t feel to chase Joong Ki back, her tears flow like a river and her mind recall all the past scene between them. “Mianhe Joong Ki-ah, Mianhe…” ***Flashback***October 5, 2010 Ji Hyo ran to her mobile when she heard the ringing. “Yawboseyo”“Ji Hyo-Noona mianhe about the sudden kiss yesterday”“Ani, no problem Joong Ki-ah, I know you did it to win, to get the running ball”“Hehehe Noona, but what I said to you before is from my own self”  “Em, what you said? I can’t understand Joong Ki-ah” Ji Hyo showed her blank face while asked.“Hahaha, Noona. I know you must have a Mong face right now” Joong Ki got a deep breath before say his word more “Noona, can I just be more than a friend to you, can I call you your name instead of Noona?. I think I had fall in love with you”Ji Hyo felt amuse heard the confession of the Flower Boy, even though during this time she in her tought to forgot her love to Jong Kook, but she felt it is still early to accept any love from a man. Somewhat, her feeling to Jong Kook still there and all this while she just acknowledge Joong Ki as her dongsaeng, not more than that. “Joong Ki-ah, gomawo for your feelings to me, I really appreciate it, but I think it’s still too early, I want to focus in my job first. Can we just be noona-dongsaeng relationship, mianhe Joong-Ki-ah”“Ohhh, it’s okay Noona, I accept your decision. Arasso, nae Noona.” Ji Hyo can hear the sad voice in Joong Ki, she felt pity to him for the rejected but she also didn’t want to give hope to him. Everything must be clear out; she didn’t want their relationship ruin because of this.****end of flashback**** Ji Hyo still in the café, sitting in her chair and cry out loud. She feels blank with what had just happen, she also afraid her relationship with Joong Ki will be ruin because of this. She really didn’t want to lose her dongsaeng but when recall back Joong Ki words to her she feel angry in herself. “That bad boy he call me lewd, he call me stupid, he also call Jong Kook-Oppa stupid. Deserve your right. I won’t apologize to him” Wipe her tears with the tissue, she grab her handbag, went out from the Café and heading to her car. It’s one week they didn’t talk and contact each other until one day Ji Hyo received one bouquet of flower at her office with a card “Mianhe Noona, can we back like before. I’ll keep your secret huh? ^^” p/s : I hope it's not a boring chapter again. Stay tune, there will be a new character in next chapter ^^