Your Name Is Love (1/1)

Myungsoo pulled the car over . He unbuckled his seat belt and went out to your side and opened the door for you .Then , he led you into the house ." Welcome home ." he spread his arm .You curiously went inside and looked around the house ." You live here .?" you asked . Myungsoo nodded as he placed two glass of coffee on the kitchen counter ." Your room's on the left at the back ." he pointed out . You were confused ." I live here , too .? Why're we in the same house .?"Myungsoo's expression changed ." You really didn't remember .?" he really was desperate for an answer but only received disappointment when you shook your head.He sighed , " we're ... housemates ."You nodded awkwardly . " why are there ... pictures of us ....? are we really close .?"" sort of ."That day was hard for Myungsoo .He missed holding you in his arms .He missed kissing your lips .He missed you so much ." Hey , Myungsoo .? You're still awake .?" you came to the backyard , where he was lying down on the grass patch .He nodded slightly , still gazing at the night sky ." you haven't tell me my name ."Myungsoo was taken aback for a little while . He didn't know how to answer you . He stoned for a moment . you noticed his eyes tearing - like a piece of glass thickening .You brought him back to his senses by poking his arm slightly ." a-are you okay .? did I made you cry .?" you bit your lower lip .Myungsoo slowly sat up and grabbed your shoulders which made you shocked from the sudden contact . He breathed in ." Love ."" Love .? Is that even a name .?" you were confused .He thought this is going to be hard but he won't give up . Myungsoo shook his head and slightly tightened his grip ," Your name is Love ."-------------------------After a year , you adjusted in your new environment and you became comfortable around Myungsoo .On the other hand , Myungsoo was trying as hard to be able to get use to being around the 'new' you . He was glad that he's able to see you everyday and addresses you by 'Love' . But his happiness was still trapped in the dark box inside .You didn't really went out alone as you're not familiar with the streets , except if Myungsoo accompanies you ." Im buying some bread . Stay home , Love." Myungsoo ruffled your hair .However , You decided to cross the small pathway to the vending machine to get a banana milk which Myungsoo likes .You learnt his behaviour and personalities bit by bit .Easy said , you were attracted to him .He came back with two loafs of bread and you guys made tea ." Myungsoo , don't you have a girlfriend.?" you asked out of curiosity .He dropped his bread upon hearing that question . He immediately bent down to pick up the litter so as to prevent eye contact because he knew he'd breakdown ." why .?" he murmured ." because you're so good looking , kind , sweet and it's all what a girl wants ." you explained .He finished up his tea and went to the sink." It's .. it's too hard for me ."You went over and turned off the tap and took the glass away from his grip . You brought him back to the stool ." Tell me . I want to hear it . I'll be fine ."Myungsoo tried to hold in his despair ." I did . But it's too fast . everything's too fast , Love ."" What was too fast .?"" My girlfriend . my lover ... She didn't remember me . she didn't remember who am I after the accident . it hurts to know that she sees me , just as a friend . it's too fast . we were supposed to go on a date and I'm proposing to her . but ...." the young man chocked out his words . he couldn't take it anymore .what else , you were the one he's talking about .You hugged him and patted his back .Myungsoo longed for that hug . He longed for your touch . You felt his tears drenching your shirt ." it's okay . she'll remember someday .."" she's my love .! I love her .! you don't really understand this matter , do you .? You don't even remember you love life , do you .? This is too hard , Love . My heart's broken like a piece of broken glass ." he cried his heart out .After one year , the impact was still felt by him . was still engraved in his memory . You stiffened when Myungsoo raised his voice ." j-just go and sleep first , take a rest at least . I'll clean up ."It was night time and Myungsoo hadn't leave his room so you thought he's still asleep . You left a note on his door and went to your room .Myungsoo went out to check on you like he always did , and he found the note .'Guess what I've got in the fridge for you.?'He went to the kitchen and opened the fridge , just to find the banana milk , attached with another note .'Cheer up , Love .'Myungsoo leaned against the fridge and grabbed his hair , frustrated .The next day , you prepared breakfast for Myungsoo . He came out of the room with puffy and swollen eyes ." Myungsoo , are you fine .?"he didn't answer much ." I was cleaning the wardrobe just now and found a photo of us and I was wondering ... who's Soojin .?"He immediately took the photo from her hand ." Is that your girlfriend .? we're really alike." you stated .Myungsoo got up and dashed to your room and ravaged through your upper shelves . He made sure he didn't miss any spot .Myungsoo found it . he found the green hardcover book with 'Soojin' drawn on the cover .He brought it to his room and kept in a luggage bag under his bed , together with the photo .You were waiting at the kitchen , eyes widened . " what's going on , Myungsoo .?"" I've made up my mind . I'll be going away for awhile . I need to free myself , Love ."" Really .?"" I'll leave tomorrow morning ."You felt sad .------------------------" I'll remember you , Love . I will miss you." he was ready to leave ." Will you be back .?"" I'm not sure yet . This is for you ." Myungsoo handed her a paper bag as the cab arrived , " I'll be leaving now , Love ."His goodbye was a sullen one .He thought he had to move on .Myungsoo made his choice . He hoped you'll remember him someday , but he guessed it was too long to wait .You sat on the couch and opened the paperbag . it contained the book and the photo he took. he left a letter too ." Why can't you remember me , Love .? I missed you so much despite you being in my sight everyday . I'm hurting badly not being able to be like the way we used to be . We're living as housemates , Love .You see me as a friend . The photo , it's me . and you , Love . the diary , it's yours . I remembered how you won't want to end your day without writing in your diary . You are Soojin , Love .You are my girlfriend , my lover , my only one . You are my Soojin . I lost a lot of hope especially when you didn't remember me . it's like a mental breakdown for me .One favour I'd like to ask . Please cut off our contacts . we won't meddle anymore in each others life and I'll set you free .I don't blame you , Love . I don't blame anyone .What happened just can't be helped . Inside , there's a ring . I'm supposed to be proposing to you that night but I guess you can keep it .I enjoyed calling you Love all the time . I'll still remember you . I love you Soojin . I love you , Love ."you searched for the small box in the paperbag . It's a small black velvet box . The ring was such a magnificent one . It had small diamonds on the top which glistened under the light .Suddenly , you felt a throbbing pain in your head .  >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i got that hibbly jibblies .!! >_<