Just A Dream (1/1)

Everything was white. Bang stood in the middle of nothing; just him. There was no wind, no colour, no life. He frowned slightly and turned around, there really wasn't anything.  "Hello?" He asked in sense of panic, but his voice just faded out. There was no horizon and no sky, there wasn't even even a floor. Bang was stood on nothing, there was only white. "Hey!" He shouted frantically. What the fuck?! He started running in no particular direction but he wasn't getting anywhere. There was absolutely nothing and he was completely alone.  "This is what you deserve." He could hear his own voice, but he wasn't talking. Bang looked up to see if there was the tiniest hope that something might be there, but alas it was all white. "You're a monster. You always have been." His voice echoed through the nothingness.  "Shut up!" He screamed and covered his ears. He didn't want to be here, why was this happening?  "Didn't give him any love, did you?" His rumbling voice was speaking in his head an he couldn't escape it. Bang crouched down on the floor and squeezed his eyes shut, clamping his hands per his ears tighter.  "Shut up..." He cringed as he heard his voice laugh tauntingly at him.  "Do you want to see him?" His voice asked evilly. Bang just nodded, but still refused to open his eyes. The voice laughed again and the leader fell to the floor.  "Open your eyes, Yongguk." Bang's eyes snapped open immediately, he knew that voice. His vision was met with Zelo stood right in front of him. He quickly got to his feet; they were both only metre away from each other.  "Junhong?" Bang blinked continuously, but the teen didn't disappear. He reached his hand blankly and touched the younger's chest. He smiled to himself, looking into the teen's eyes and seeing him smile back.  Bang quickly pulled the younger into a hug and refused to let go of him. Zelo hugged back and nuzzled his face into the elder's neck.  "Junhong." Bang didn't want to let go, at all. Zelo began to wriggle in his arms but he didn't let go.  "Bang let go!" Zelo screamed and pushed the leader away from him. Bang's eyes widened as he watched the teen shiver. "Don't come near me!" Zelo screamed again.  "Please... I'm sorry! Please don't say that..." Bang took a step forward but the teen took two steps back.  "I hate you! You ruined my life!" Zelo started crying an Bang could feel his heart seize inside his chest. "I took away Appa and my freedom! You raped me, used me, abused me!"  "No! Please don't say something like that." Bang yelled and shook his head. "I didn't mean to, I've changed!" "I don't believe you!" Zelo screeched and cried openly into his hands. The elder ran to the teen and wrapped his arms around him again, but he exploded into sapphire crystals.  "Junhong!" Bang shouted as he held some of the crystals in his hands. He sunk to his knees and felt tears run down his own face.  "You don't deserve him. You don't deserve anyone." His voice echoed through his head agin. "Let him go."  "I-I can't..." Bang sobbed and clenched his fists on his thighs. "I love him..."  "He will never love you. You know that." His voice sounded taunting again. Bang felt his heart tighten and he placed his hand over it quickly.  "Shut up! You don't know anything!" Bang screamed into the whiteness. His voice laughed deeply again, rumbling in his head.  "He left you. That says it all, don't you agree?" The growling voice asked darkly.  "No! I don't wanna think about it!" Bang slammed his fist onto the whiteness on which he was apparently kneeling.  "He will never love you, ever. You might as well except: he's gone and will never come back." His voice laughed again and Bang could feel more tears roll down his face.  "Shut the fuck up!" He slammed both fists on the floor and cried some more. His heart was so tight it felt like it was about to stop any second. The booming voice chuckled darkly again and repeated its sentence. "Stop... I-I can't take it..." Bang whimpered slightly, he had never felt so hurt you broken before.  "Just. Go. Die." His voice commanded and Bang shook his head weakly. The voice growled and yelled the same two words, over and over again: 'go die'.  "Yongguk!" A familiar voice sounded from the distance. Bang looked up, he knew that voice as well. "Yongguk! Wake up! Man, you're having a nightmare!" It was Maslo's voice....... Bang's eyes suddenly snapped open; he was sat it the passenger seat of his own car. Maslo was sat in the drivers seat, he must have drove them away from the bar because they were in a small car park next to a wall.  "W-wha..?" Bang muttered, he felt sweaty and his head and chest hurt like fucking hell.  "You were dreaming again. Are you still having nightmares about the day your family was killed?" Maslo asked softly, his eyes were filled with concern and a hint of fear. Bang shook his head slowly, not wanting to increase his headache.  "It was..." He looked out if his window and saw the sun shining behind a building. "Junhong..."  "Who?" Maslo brought him back to the conversation at hand. The younger turned back to him and gave him big sad eyes.  "It doesn't matter..." Bang sighed and leaned back in the chair.  "Isn't Junhong the name of that missing kid that recently got found or whatever?" The elder questioned, trying his best to keep his voice steady. Bang looked over to him with a hurt expression. "Oh my god!" Maslo rolled his eyes at his own obliviousness. "Don't tell me he was your Zelo kid..." "Then I won't tell you..." Bang closed his eyes again, but they opened fast when all he saw was Zelo's face. "It was only just a dream, don't stress to much on it." It sounded more like the BAP leader was talking to himself rather than Maslo.  "Anyway..." The elder started the car again and started driving out of the ca