[M] Never To Late (1/1)

Zelo sighed deeply. He was sat in the kitchen with a cup of hot chocolate. Jiyong had forbid him to speak to Bang and it made him feel depressed, mainly because it was Bang that was listening to her command. The leader avoided being alone with Zelo and even if there were others with them, he always stood at the other side of the room.  Zelo had refused to tell Jiyong about the intimacy of his relationship with Bang. The day she asked, Zelo was silent and didn't answer. Jiyong probably assumed the worst, which was probably the truth.  She kept to her word and every time she saw the leader she'd give him a glare that was totally unforgivable. The anger was obvious on Bang's face every time it happened, but he didn't fight back or even say anything. He just took it. Zelo could hardly stand to see it; it was all his fault that his mother was angry.  He turned and stared out if the window. The rain had long passed and there was now a soft sun glow, with clouds blocking the light now an again. The teen hugged his knees closer to his chest; Jiyong had discussed with him about leaving and returning to New York. To be honest, Zelo ha considered it. But he didn't think that he'd be able to be separated from the BAP for a third time, it just seemed to unfair and wrong.  A soft knock at the door made him jump slightly. Before he even answered the door opened quietly. Youngjae walked in slowly and shut the door after him, smiling cutely. He still had bruises on his face but at least they were more faded.  "Are you okay?" He asked softly, sitting down on the end of the bed. Zelo nodded and manoeuvred so that he was facing the elder.  "Umma hates me..." He whimpered slightly. Jiyong had been angry with him and it was obvious; she didn't smile anymore.  "I'm sure she doesn't hate you, she probably just..." Youngjae sighed and moved closer to the teen. "She probably just feels confused. She did jut find out that her husband got killed by the person who just happens to love you." He smiled again trying his best to keep the teen comfortable.   "Does he really love me?" Zelo asked the question that had plaguing his thoughts ever since the words left Bang's mouth. Youngjae sighed, he couldn't answer that. The teen looked at him, waiting for the answer.  "You'll have to ask him yourself." Youngjae said, "just make sure your Umma isn't around. Maybe... maybe she'll get over it." Zelo shook his head; Jiyong would never let it go. Who would? It's not like you'd forgive a murderer just because of your son's confused feelings.  "She won't..." Zelo felt his heart thump inside of his chest. Maybe he'd get separated form the leader forever next time. His was he supposed to live without Bang now that he'd grown so much to rely on him. Youngjae watched the teen closely, wondering what was going on in his head.  Zelo sighed and laid down on his bed, hugging himself softly. Youngjae's moved a little closer but the teen suddenly flinched, so he pulled away fast.  "I-I'm sorry..." Zelo whispered. Youngjae just shook his head and apologised.  "I'm sorry, you're obviously still a little traumatised by what you saw, so I'm sorry that I moved closer." He smiled widely again kepping his voice low.  "Th-thanks." Zelo had actually never thought about it. He sounded a little happy again, making Heechul smile and chucked. At least her was cheering up.  - Bang rubbed his temples. He was sat in his office, the one place he truly felt safe. No one was allowed to enter, and he could spend as much time as he wanted in there.  He leaned on the desk, his elbows at either side of his laptop. He decided to talk to Yesung again; they had their own private chat room. After typing in his password the screen came up and thankfully Yesung was online.  How are you holding up? Yesung's text came through first. He was the first person Bang informed about Heechul's death, and they had a long heartfelt talk about it.  Better than I was... I'm planning a party. You know like a wake for Chullie :)  Bang chuckled at the screen a little. He still had a lot of people he was close to, that he could rely on.  Who did you invite?  Well obviously BAP. :D Yesung seemed to like his smileys, Bang couldn't help but smile.  Just us? Hell no! ;) I invited all of the people Chullie was close with!  "Close to?" Bang questioned rhetorically to himself. He shrugged and talked back.  Heechul was close to people? Sure he was! You should know...  Why would I know?  :( you're an asshole sometimes. ;)  Yesung... Seriously?  Well when you went to Japan you stayed at his friend Leeteuk's hotel, and he said that he would come and bring Hyukjae with him cause apparently they knew each other too Bang sat back and tried to remember faces. He could remember names, never faces.  Kangin said he'd come too. After all he'd mine and Shindong's bud. Donghae our cheif will do the food. Siwon with obviously be there too! Yeah yeah! You and your boy toy. He's not that much younger than me you ass! Bang chuckled, only Yesung would get defensive when it came to Siwon. Is that all who's gonna come? I invited SHIN as well... Why?! The leader felt his anger rise again. What the fuck were they going for?  Because... They knew Chullie too :/  That is not the point! Yes it is. They said they'd be coming anyway.  Bang gritted his teeth before he replies with one word: fine. Yesung sent back another smiley and they chatted for awhile. The leader felt himself cheer up a little, at least he still had Yesung.  So what about Soul Connection?  Bang frowned as he saw the message. He didn't really want to talk about them, but what the hell did he have to hide?  I'm gonna fucking kill them, what do you think?  Don't be rash. We'll talk more at the party. When is it anyway? It's Saturday :D