Complicated (1/1)

Zelo wiggled around, turning to his side and snuggling into the softness below him. Wait? Wasn't he in a car... "Wha-?" Zelo woke up, eyes darting around the dark room. It wasn't pitch black, so when his eyes adjusted he could actually see. This was the room that he and Bang pretty much owner. It was the room where they'd done it, where they slept together; in Yesung's manor.  Zelo felt momentarily confused, he was actually back at the manor. How? He didn't remember walking into the building or even getting out of the Mercedes. He wiggled around again, as he released a long sigh, what the hell happened.  Thankfully his body seemed to be back to normal; he isn't feel hot or sweaty. Zelo's face turned bright red as he remembered what he did in the back of that car.The bedroom suddenly opened and Zelo snuggled back into the covers, trying his best bit to get caught awake.  "Feeling better?" Jiyong asked in a sweet voice. She saw the teen look towards her before pretending to be asleep. Zelo nodded his head lightly, watching as his mother placed a glass of water down on the side table.  "Thank you..." Zelo had a quiet and small voice; it was rough, like he'd been screaming at a concert. Jiyong looked worried as she stroked her son's hair.  "I was so worried you know." She sighed before a small smile came to her features. "Youngguk carried you in, but honestly you both looked a little ruffled up." Her eyes suddenly narrowed and her tone became sceptical. "Is there something I should know about?"  "N-no..." Zelo's face enflamed, the thoughts if yesterday playing through his head. "It was nothing bad... we just... had so rough turns. Yongguk's a crazy driver." He chuckled at trying to imagine Bang as a mad driver.  "Just as long a nothing mad happen." Jiyong sighed, she knew that what Zelo's said was far from the actually truth. "I'm going to take a shower. You drink your water. Okay?" "Okay." Zelo smiled. Jiyong couldn't help but forgive everything when he smiled, it was so cute.  "You know," she stroked Zelo's hair a little. "You smile exactly like Seunghyun." Jiyong stood up from the bed and walked towards the door. Zelo laid there and watched her leave, she probably upset herself again.  The door closed and Zelo was left alone in his room; he reached for the glass as took a light sip. He tried to sit up, but there was an excruciating pain in his lower back. His cheeks became bright red as he remembered everything that happened. It wasn't like when you get drunk and forget everything, no. With those drugs you remember everything, see everything. You just can't think rationally.  "I begged him to do me." Zelo whimpered and his his head under the covers. "I shouldn't have done that." There was a small knock in the door, pulling the teen from his thoughts. "Y-yes?" He answered and the door opened slowly. But, it wasn't someone he really expected.  "Are you feeling better?" Himchan walked into the room, slowly shutting the door behind him. The dim light room became silent for a while as the second in command walked over.  It wasn't like Zelo didn't like Himchan, the exact opposite, he was one of the only members who care about everyone. Who ensured they were all okay and such. The only reason why Zelo hadn't talked to him much, was mainly because they were both jealous of each other. Himchan was the closest to Bang and Zelo was closest to Jongup.  "I brought you some toast." Himchan smile and set the plate down.  "Thank you," Zelo forced himself to sit up, cringing a little as he did. Himchan was staring at him, worry spreading over his face.  "I'm sorry." The elder sat in the edge of the bed and brought Zelo into a powerful hug. "I'm sorry for what he did to you." Himchan stroked the teen's hair in a soothing type manner.  "I-I'm okay." Zelo hugged the elder back, though he'd never actually hugged him like this before.  "I was so worried." Himchan let the hug go and pulled back smiling at the teen. "I'd hate to ask what PM did to you. So you don't have to tell anyone, okay? Even if someone asks, you don't have to repeat an experience like that." Zelo looked at the seriousness in Himchan's eyes, it was very sinister if anything.  "Himchan-Hyung," Zelo looked down to his hands and fiddled with his thumb. "Did... y-you every... you know, did he..." "Probably not like what he did to you." Himchan sighed and stroked the teen's hair again. "You called me Hyung." There was a wide smile on his face and Zelo couldn't help smiling back.  "Of course." The teen eye smiled and he looked so adorable. Himchan couldn't help but pinch his cheeks, automatically getting his hand swatted playfully away. "Hyung, can I ask... What did he do to you?" Zelo wanted to know just in case he was reeling in all the sympathy when he wasn't the only one.  "It was back in high school, so he wasn't as... Fucked up." Himchan began still sitting close to the teen. "It wasn't that bad, he's only slammed me into a wall and tried you know... He's also kidnapped me and pinned me to his bed, but that's were I met Yongguk. Sure we went to the same school, but we weren't like friends or anything. No way, he ran with that strange crowd." He still smiled for the teen, even though his story wasn't exactly the best. "Yongguk was the one that pulled PM of of me that day, saving me from getting raped, I guess. We became a bit closer after that, you know working together in class and hanging out. Those sorts of things, and then he told me about his parents. That's where we got closer and I suggested he leave soul connection, he told me about them too."  "So, that's how you guys actually became friends?" Zelo was intrigued by the story, as Himchan nodded to his question.  "Are you fit enough to walk?" The elder suddenly asked, standing from the bed.  "Why? Do we have to leave..?" Zelo felt confused as he what Himchan was actually talking about.  "I thought you might want to go see how the people that injured are." The elder raised an eyebrow, he half expected Zelo to ask about everyone else.  "People are hurt? He didn't tell me people were hurt!" Zelo swung his legs out of bed and stood up. Immediately he fell to the ground because to felt so weak and tender from the waist below.  "Are you okay, Junhong?" Himchan crouched next to him and pulled him up gently.  "You called me Junhong." Zelo smiled, the elder never calls him thy. Only Zelo.  "It is your name." Himchan smiled and placed Zelo's arm over his shoulders so that he could support him. He had another arm around the teen's waist just to ensure he doesn't fall. Zelo hadn't realised that he was wearing a really baggy top and some pyjamas.  "What am I wearing?" He asked as Himchan helped him walk towards the door. The elder looked over the teen and chuckled.  "I think that's Shindong's shirt, and they're Siwon's pyjamas." Himchan started laughing, the teen really did look kinda silly. Zelo could help but chuckle as well, he though he shirt was a little too baggy.  They walked down the corridor as eventually made it down the stairs. Zelo was thankfully that his legs were getting stronger again, so that he didn't Himchan to hold him anymore, he just needed to stay close to him in case he falls.  They walked into the large medical room, where comfortable beds all lined up in a row. Zelo stared at them all, only two people were lying down. Daehyun and Malso were both asleep, except the BAP member was hooked up to blood and the former SC member was just snuggled in bed.  Himchan walked over to Daehyun and the teen stayed close to his side. He glanced to the other side of the room and saw that Onew was getting his wound patched up by Kangin, and the other SHIN members were cleaning their wounds.  Zelo stood next to Daehyun's bed and looked down at him; he had to cover his mouth to stifle his gasp. Youngjae didn't bother to look up and see who it was, he just continued to stroke Daehyun's hair gently, still letting silent tears fall.  Jongup stood up an walked over to Zelo and hugged him tightly. "Are you alright? Bang just took you upstairs and we didn't see you. He said you only needed rest as not treatment, but you were out cold and I was panicking!"  "I can tell.