The Past is the Past but (1/1)

How long has it been? For one person to lay down in a bed listening to the rain hit his window outside in the pitch black darkness with only a bathroom light on for him. He stopped the music playing not really in the mood for anything to listen to anything at the moment.Was it the right choice? Should he have waited for something to happen? Do happy ending even exist?Those questions have been running through the male's head for a long time now. How long has it been? It has been happening ever since he left his lover's house and stepped into the airport. Longing for his lover to run in and have him stop from leaving but thats only a fantasy.He didn't even tell his lover about where he is going only Kevin know's where he is going. He got up and pushed himself off the bed and started to make himself tea to calm his nerves down. "I wish you were here now... What can I do now." he muttered and waited for the kettle to heat up.Meantwhile back at the house where the lover's once lived, it became dreary with the rain fitting the mood not wanting to have anyone getting the courage to enter the house. People say that one person killed his lover and others say that it is haunted but for two people it is a place where their memories and love is shared the most."Kitty Cat I am gonna head out to work I will be back later in the afternoon." A male called out as he put on his shoes and other items he is taking to work. "Alright just be back safe." the latter said as he stepped out of the kitchen and pecked his lover's lips and watch him leave.Watching the elder male leave the male escaped inside and started to get ready for the day with a smile on his face. Putting on his grey sweatshirt with his phone on him along with his wallet he took off not before he locked the doors to the house and set out to do some shopping.The male is well known in the area he likes to be called by his nickname U-Kwon but the correct spelling for his name is YooKwon. Not much of a difference? It is to him since his lover came up with that nickname. His friends will call him B-Bomb but if you are close to him he doesn't mind to be called Minhyuk.U-kwon didnt know that his lover has been cheating on him with two other people. He was well known player when they both went to school and U-Kwon was determined to change his habits and make him stop cheating on other people.When he did his goal to stop Minhyuk from cheating he found himself in love with the male that he didn't believe he was gay till Minhyuk took his first kiss which proved to U-Kwon that he does indeed love Minhyuk. After a while the two started dating each other, people warned Ukwon that he will get hurt and embarrassed but he didn't listen at least not back then.Ukwon looked at his phone seeing all the pictures him and Minhyuk took together as tears started to fall from his eyes. Leaving tear stains on his cheek. He was embarrassed even worse of all he was heart broken, he always thought that he could change Minhyuk but through out his years in High School he failed. "I am an idiot for falling for you." he muttered and threw his phone across the bed and started to cry in the cold dark night.While Minhyuk was looking for Ukwon he starts to feel his heart ache with every passing minute. "Where are you.. Please don't leave." B-Bomb thought and start to run to Ukiss's dorm and wait for any reply from anyone he just wants his lover back at his side.When the door opened Minhyuk straighten up and see it was Kevin who answered the door surprised but also some other mixed emotion. "Oh, B-bomb did you want something?" he asked gently not wanting to release his anger at the latter. "Is Ukwon here?" he asked hoping Kevin knows at least where he is."No sorry he isn't but I have something for you, wait here." he says and retreat back inside to get something from his room. Dongho and Soohyun spotted B-Bomb outside anxious but also nervous about what he will get from Kevin. "Here, go home safe." Kevin says after handing him a letter then closed the door.B-Bomb already went home after Kevin closed the door. Once he arrived there he began to read the letter but also regret reading it as well. "No.. Ukwon." he muttered as he began to re-read it again.By the time you read this I have probably already left Korea by now... How should I start this? Was I wrong? Was I a fool? Or may be I should of listened to other people back then of how you still managed to break people's heart. I made an oath to you and to myself that I will change you.I guess I failed and that you don't care about me that I was onl a toy to you. Ever since you acted strange with me I always tell Kevin my problems. You were never there when I needed you the most. Was I annoying? Why do I bother asking you that when I feel like I already am... I am moving away from Korea and want to start a new life and to heal. I can't stay here anymore. If I stay here I will only get hurt even more.Please don't try and follow me... Then again you might not even bother probably going to throw this letter away like its nothing. I wish you happiness then and also Minhyuk... Please forget that we even exist.Love,UkwonOnce B-Bomb finished the letter he slid down to the floor and began to regret everything. That a knife had stab him too many times that there isn't anything else to leave a mark on. He clutched onto the letter and began to run to the airport hoping he would at least see if he can make it.'Please don't go.. not just yet.' He thought as he ran to the airport. It was about time to board and Ukwon was about ready to hand his ticket to the flight attendent. "Ukwon!" He heard a voice call him. He froze in his spot and start to walk towards the pathway to the plane."Are you really going to leave!? You're just gonna leave not never look back." B-Bomb shouted at him as tears threaten to spill. "Please Minhyuk... Let me go just forget our memories." Ukwon said looking at B-Bomb as tears rolled down his cheeks as he disappeared in the pathway. Minhyuk watched him leave he wanted to stop him but the police was holding him back preventing him to go after Ukwon. "Please don't look back.. I just want what is best for us." Ukwon thought as he cried silently to himself as the plane took off.