Its a sign (1/2)

Hello guys, i'm back from what seems like a really long hiatus.

I'm really sorry. I really didn't have the motivation to write. I've just been completely drained from school.

The struggle of my life.

Anyways, I just want to thank all of my subbies who have stuck by this story, no matter what.

I really, truly love you guys.

Although I slack off, you guys are still there.

Also to my new subbies, I really am thankful for each and every one of you.

I love you guys<3

Oh and as you guys probably know, I am a really big fan of L. I'm just a huge INSPIRIT.

I don't know if you guys have seen the article about the confirmation that they did date.

All i have to say is that.

I'm glad that they realeased that statement.

I'm glad that the truth came out, and as broken hearted I am as a fan. I'm glad that it came out.

L and all the idols out there that you guys consider your bias, they are human, and they have the right to do whatever they please.

They are humans like us. They have the right to love and to have a love life.

I hope to all those people who bashed on L and also the girl, I hope that they realized this fact.

Please, do not call yourself an Inspirit or actually a true fan, if you can stand hating and bashing on a member.

I was truly hurt back then, when L got all that hate, and I still am.

I am a loyal fan, and although I have other biases, I can proudly say that I have never turned my back on L or any of my biases.

Although I'm just a fan. They would probably never see this and I'll probably never get to meet them. Although I'm just another ordinary fan, I can

proudly say that I AM A FAN who will forever be loyal and will never leave the fandom no matter how tough things get.

Fans impact how a group performs, we're like they're motivation and their source of energy. Hating and bashing and doing all sorts of things that hurt them, it doesn't impact them in any good way.

I feel kinda bad for taking over half of this chapter for this rant, but I feel like I can only talk to my subbies about this.

LOL. I'll start this chapter now x)

Thanks guys~ Ljoe's POV

I woke up really confused, was that really real? It sure felt like it was real.

Why would I dream about asking Juniel to be my girlfriend.

This was all confusing... I have been getting close to her.

I feel like she's the reason why I've been progressing well in getting over Haera.

I don't know how I really feel towards her.

Do I like her?

"Yah instead of daydreaming like a fool. I think you should get going to school." My sister said sarcastically and then she walked out of my room.

I really seemed like a confused fool as I got ready for school.

"Yah, kwenchana(are you okay)?" Cap hyung went up to me.

"Ah.deh.I just had a really weird dream..."

"Oh chincha? Was it about Juniel?"

"Uhm...what the...how did you know?"

"You're like an open book.."

"No I'm not."

"Yeah you are."

"No I'm not."

"Okay, Ljoe-ah, we are not having this childish argument. Did you dream about her being your girlfriend?"

"Yah, hyung. I'm seriously not an open book."

"Aigoo, it's probably a sign Ljoe. Maybe you should give her a chance. She's good for you. Trust hyung."

"I don't know hyung. I don't see her in that way."

"Because you still have feelings for Haera..."

"Ani, it's just. well I guess. Yeah. I don't know. I mean she's kinda helping me get over her. I feel comfortable around her. But she's not.."

"She's not Haera. That's the whole point Byunghyun. She's not Haera. She's Juniel. Haera is with Myungsoo. Juniel she's there for you. Give her a chance. I cannot stand you be a lovesick fool for someone who already gave her heart to someone else. Snap out of it Ljoe. The girl you love is with your bestfriend. Life goes on. You need to go out into the world and find the girl that's meant for YOU. I know this probably sounds like a chick advice, but you know... this chick advice is all I can give you. Seeing how are you are now... You should take this advice."

"Hyung, maybe you're right.Who knew you were such a softie."

"YAH I AM NOT A SOFTIE."

I left Cap hyung, with his advice is mind.

Maybe Juniel is a good thing. There's probably a reason behind that dream.